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June 28, 2010

Argghhh!!!

That women really stressed me out! What the h***! It should not be an issue pun. I dun understand y she couldnt consider and tolerate wif others. Menimbulkan kerunsingan and kemarahan. And yes, i felt so guilty for him. I shouldnt tell my fren bout my plan. It was a big mistake. Too late, everyone knows oredi. But ill try to fix it. Maybe im not going home this raya. I shud give him the priority since he is having a family event. Me? I dont think i have any. So i should stay here la kan. Ok tahun ni maybe beraya di kuching. Omg! Can i? Oohhh i wish i dun have to.


June 16, 2010

My weekend

Last wiken i went to my opismate's house. Saja jln2 mengurangkan kebusanan. Actually die ajk g lpk umah die masa previous wiken aritu, tp memandangkan keseganan diriku ini, terpaksala postpone dulu. Saja je tunggu sabtu n ahad lepas cos her hubby xde kt umah, g kursus. So xdela i segan sgt kan. Hehe. She is an ibanese (wujud ke word ni?) lady married to a malay guy, so da jadi muslim-iban la. Got 2 kids, a three years boy and eleven years gal. Byk gakla tmpt yg die bwk g jln2. Ahad mlm baru pulang ke my lil room ni. Actually plan nak blk ptg tp she asked me to wait for her hubby first. So tunggu jela sampai mlm. Lagipun dah g tdo umah derg kan, xkan nak blk tnpa jupe tuan umah kot. Before they sent me home, derg bwk g dinner dulu. Seafood time!!! Nama tempat tu taman kereta. Cam kelakar je nama tu kan. Hihi. Tmpt tu ala2 foodcourt. Semuanya jual seafood. Memandangkan skang ni musim coti skolah, mmg tersgtlah ramai ok! Ramai org semenanjung yg dtg melancong and amek peluang mkn kt situ. Murah and yummy!!! You know what? Rasanya i was the one yg mkn paling byk lauk. The two kids only mkn nasik wif ulam and sayur and sup. So yg selebihnya... udang galah - ikan jenahak - siputX (tatau nama siput tu) adalah menjadi santapan... errr sape ek? Sungguh xmalu si gadis itu kan. Hahaha. Sebenarnye segan mkn byk, tp derg dah masukkan dlm my pinggan. So melantak jela kan. Somemore seafood is my fevret ever! Meriah and lotih melayan the litle boy tu. I enjoyed myself being wif her family. Family yg sgt happening. Thanx sis!






June 13, 2010

Resah & Gelisah

I had a bad dream last night. Very bad one. Sgt terkejut and susah hati pagi td. Getting worst cos arini it turned out to happen very much similar in reality. I dunno what shud i do. The best i can do is to pray and asked the best from Him.

A month

13 May was the day i arrived here in Kuching. Today is 13 June, maka genaplah sebulan saya berada di bumi kenyalang ni. Byk benda positive and negative, good and bad for being far away here.

The bad are..
- Of course la sgt sedey terpaksa berjauhan ngan keluarg
- Dtg sini tanpa ade sorg pun sedara n kawan. Actually i have a fren here, tp she is vewy bz la..
- I dun have any transport here. Dahle tambang cab sgtlah mahal! Kebusanan tahap max!
- I have a car, tp mama tak bagi post ke sini lagi. She asked me to wait first. Uh...
- Sgt susah nak cari kedai makan served halal food kat area my tmpt tgal and tmpt keje ni. Haish..

The good are...
- Masalah ke3 hingga ke5 akan settle right after dpt post keta ke sini. Somewhere on July kot
- Being here in Kuching dpt mengimprove my english cos most people here do speak in english
- Menjadi survivor jauh d perantauan ni lebih mendekatkan diri ngan Tuhan. Alhamdulillah, sgt bersyukur diberi kekuatan menghadapi segala dugaan dan cabaran
- Dapat menimba pengalaman dan cara hidop di tempat org. Jauh berjalan, luas pengalaman kan..

Thanx my dear for these words..
"Pengalaman menjadikan kita insan yg lebih hebat.. soon u'll realize this n treasure the opportunity u had there.. good luck. never give up and always be strong!"

June 11, 2010

Gelombang epidemik ketiga. Beware!!!

   
Football fever has started spreading across Malaysia like an epidemic. Yes, it’s World Cup time again! Untuk edisi 2010 ni, it will be held for the first time in the African continent with South Africa being the host.The world cup will be last for 1 month, starting from today nite.

Tahun ni world cup features Zakumi as the Mascot. Zakumi adalah a fluffy young leapord, dengan green dreadlocks and a wide happy smile =) 

“ZAKUMI: The Mascot with an attitude!”

Meanwhile, the ball is known as Jabulani.
 

32 teams will compete for World Cup glory. Which team will make it to the final? Hm.. sukar tuk dijangkakan. Blom start game lagi kan, too early nak judge mana2 team.. To all football fans, enjoy your great time! Majulah sukan untuk negara! (walopun team malaysia xde...). To germany team & england team... gambate!


June 09, 2010

On my mark

These few days agak bz ngan macam2 keje di opis. Sgt byk workload. Actually my workload xla byk sgt mcm skang ni, tp memandangkan ramai officer yg xde kat opis, so only two officer yg terpaksa setllekan hal2 berbangkit. The pharmacist is having her attachment at penang for a week, then continue with a course for two weeks. One of the doctor is on leave for two weeks and one of the physicist is on leave for a week. Hanya tgal 3org officer termasuk my boss. Uh makanya kedaaan menjadi kelam kabut, somemore i am new here, byk benda nak kena blajar. Walaupun agak kepeningan and kepenatan, but i'll try my best to catch up. InsyaAllah nnt kalo dah biasa and serasi, things will get better. Btw semalam i've confirmed my car rental. Awal pagi friday to sunday nite at rm170. This is the cheapest i can get after did some survey, called asking here and there. Skang ni tgh dok list barang yg nak dibeli kat Pasar Serikin. 3pasang kain, 1telekung, 2beg rotan, etc. Sgt byk! The problem is...errrr i dont think i have enough budget for all those things. Almaklumla..blom dpt gaji lagi. But every single thing in my list is important.. Should i withdraw my asb? Gosh.. Salah satu benda yg paling saya tidak suka adalah mengeluarkan wang simpanan saya sebelum sampai waktunya. The first one was masa nak bayar down payment keta, the second one was masa nak dtg report duty ke kuching ni. The third one..shud i do diz again? I think i shud.. Bersusah2 dulu kan, bersenang kemudian (euh..adakah ini ayat orang yg kempunan sgt nak shoping.huhu) But still i think i am rite. Better beli kat tmpt yg mura kan. Pple said that price kat sini is much cheaper compared to semenanjung. Owh btw pasar serikin tu is open from 7.00am to 2.00pm (weekend only!) Kejapnye! Papepun kite tgu ujung mgu depan ok!

Counting days : 8 days more

June 05, 2010

Hari Gawai 2010

Last tuesday & wednesday adalah cuti umum di bumi kenyalang ni sempena meraikan perayaan gawai. It was my first time beraya gawai. Thank you to my jenanmate, cik maria cos sudi bawak beraya and berjalan2. We went to beraya at her fren's house kat kota samarahan. Kami adalah berempat. Maria, maria's bf (zamani_xjenan gak), maria's officemate and me.

Ini adalah hidangan raya gawai yg menjadi santapan kami. Ayam tu dimakan bersama lemang. Baru tau rupanya raya gawai pun mkn lemang gak =)

After kenyang melantak, kami menuju ke next destination - Restoran Ibunda. Sekadar melepak n minum2 ptg je. Then the next xtxt adalah tuk nonton muvie di The Spring Mall.

Ok mari berposing! Teruja melihat decoration sempena hari gawai



Tarian from masyarakat bidayuh/iban_ver1

Tarian from masyarakat bidayuh/iban_ver2

The decor. Nice kan!

Movie yang menjadi pilihan untuk tontonan adalah..

Thank you again to maria cos sudi ajk join tgk movie. Finally dpt gak tgk wayang. My last visit to cinema was like 3 months lepas kot. Rindu sgt nak tgk movie tp kesuntukan masa. Huhu. Sedeynye =(

June 03, 2010

Kerjayaku


Let start my short brief on my new job. As we can see above, my position here is as a physics science officer. I was placed at Jabatan Perubatan Nuklear. Why there is a nuclear department in a hospital? Because there is nuclear medicine. What is nuclear medicine? It is a branch of medicine that uses radioactive materials either to image a patient's body or to destroy diseased cells. Kat my department ni ade tiga org physics officer. Most people called us physicist. Physicist? Uh im so neves n rasa sgt xlayak to hold this title. Btw here are some of our job scope.
- to check and monitor radiation level
- to do reporting on radiation factor
- to make sure of radiation safety
- to handle and conduct radioactive waste
- to run QC (quality control) on medical instruments such as gamma camera 
- to analyze and identify specs of related instruments
- to set/run algorithm in computer system connected to the instruments
- to do some lab tasks
- etc
Dah panjang kot list ni. Penat plak nak type lagi. Hm memandangkan dah agak lama tak buat keje2 related to fizik ni, dah agak berkarat la ilmu2 yg ada. So i have to do my own study la.  Membuat homework and revision! But i dun mind. At least usaha2 zaman student dulu  berbaloi and masih dapat tros digunakan. Bukan senang nak dpt dean list every sem ok! And bukan senang nak graduated first class in physics tau! Berbangga ngan kejayaan sendiri jap. Hahaha.. Sape lg nak puji kan.. So walaupon ditugaskan jauh di borneo ni, but i am so glad to get this opportunity. Mmg nak sgt transfer ke semenanjung, tp slow2 la kan. Selagi blom ade any commitment, i dun mind to stay here. Bagila peluang kat org yg berkeluarga dulu tuk transfer dkt ngan famili kan. InsyaAllah kalo ade rezeki, nnt akan dtg gak peluang tuk transfer back to semenanjung. Hopefully cepatlah dpt transfer. Doa2kan ye! All the best in my new career. Caiyok!!

June 02, 2010

I hate

This is one of my favourite movie. I love the hero & heroin. I love the storyline. I love the script. I love the poem.   

This poem is very much closed to me. Very much closed to my life. I do memorized each words in this poem. Sometimes when i feel bad, i read and listened to the poem.

I hate the way you talk to me
And the way you cut your hair
I hate the way you drive my car
I hate it when you stare
I hate your big dumb combat boots
And the way you read my mind
I hate you so much it makes me sick
It even makes me rhyme
I hate it
I hate the way you're always right
I hate it when you lie
I hate it when you make me laugh, even worse when you make me cry
I hate it when you're not around, and the fact that you didn't call
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you
Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all