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September 30, 2011

She turned 60

30 September 1951, it was the day she was born. And today, 30 September 2011,  she became 60. She is my beloved mama. Mama, you are the most great woman in my life. The most great person i knew. The greatest mom ever. Semoga mama dipanjangkan umur dan dikurniakan kesihatan yang baik sentiasa. May happiness always be with you, mama. Selamat hari lahir mama. Dikju sayang mama sangat2. 


* rindunya nk balik shah alam ;( uwa!!!

wake me up when september ends

September 2011 with so many stories. I mean A LOT. Good and bad. Happy and sad. Also in September 2011, berlakunya tragedi paling besar happened in my life so far. Btw, September is ending. Hopefully setiap yang berlaku dapat dijadikan pengajaran and peringatan tuk setiap yang melaluinya supaya masing2 dapat memperbaiki diri dan lebih menghargai setiap insan di sekeliling, juga setiap anugerah yang diberikanNya. May days onward bring more happiness to me and my life. Bubbye September 2011. U have given me a lot of memories and lessons. Im looking forward for a better life tomorrow and forever. May God bless me and us. Ameen.

~ Wake me up when September ends~

September 25, 2011

Pelangi itu masih indah

Hidup ni terlalu singkat untuk dibazirkan dengan kesedihan atau keresahan. Memang Tuhan dah tetapkan setiap makhluk akan diuji dengan pelbagai dugaan dan cabaran. Dugaan dengan kesenangan untuk menguji kesyukuran kita kepadaNya. Dugaan kesulitan untuk menguji keredhaan kita kepadaNya. Setiap yang berlaku pasti ada hikmahnya. Let bygone be bygone. Tp jgn dilupa amek iktibar and pengajaran dari setiap yg berlaku. Life is not much where we are, but in what direction we are moving. Semoga hari ini adalah jauh lebih baik dari semalam, dan moga hari2 akan datang membawa lebih ketenangan dan kebahagiaan. InsyaAllah, semoga semuanya berjalan lancar. 

 Tuhan turunkan hujan, dan kemudiannya disusuli pelangi yang sgt indah. Subhanallah..

September 23, 2011

Lieza Spears =p

"Never look back," we said
How was I to know I'd miss you so?
Loneliness up ahead, emptiness behind
Where do I go?

And you didn't hear
All my joy through my tears
All my hopes through my fears
Did you know, still I miss you somehow

From the bottom of my broken heart
There's just a thing or two I'd like you to know
You were my first love, you were my true love
From the first kisses to the very last rose
From the bottom of my broken heart
Even though time may find me somebody new
You were my real love, I never knew love
'Til there was you
From the bottom of my broken heart

"Baby," I said, "please stay.
Give our love a chance for one more day"
We could have worked things out
Taking time is what love's all about

But you put a dart
Through my dreams through my heart
And I'm back where I started again
Never thought it would end

You promised yourself
But to somebody else
And you made it so perfectly clear
Still I wish you were here

"Never look back," we said
How was I to know I'd miss you so? 

Summer Love

Dear b2b out there. The wedding fair is back! So sesape yg masih tercari2 wedding stuff, blom jupe vendor yg berkenan, or blom book benda2 yg sepatutnya dibook awl, please do hurry up ok. Grab the deals. Jimat masa kalau g fair ni. All in. Xyah nak ke sana sini drive g survey mcm2 vendor. Jimat masa, jimat tenaga n jimat duit kat tol n petrol. Somemore usually time fair ni boley dpt price yg lebey mura. Jom cuci mata! I cuci mata kt kuching jela kan =( Tgk gaba n review from others. Thats all i can do pun. Huhu


September 21, 2011

Everyone can fly

Hey uols! Korang ade banyak free time ek, asek blogging je ni. Ok sambil blogging sila rajin2kan diri jenguk website airasia. Manela tau untung2 dapat free seat or tiket murah. Boleyla g melancong nexyear. Ive grab two tickets to.... Opps, nexyear baru reveal. Lambat lg nih. Kang xjadi g frust menonggeng plak. Harap2 masa tu dapat amek cuti. So guys, go and grab the deals! And sila banyak2 saba nunggu kat waiting room tu yer.
 

Two days in row

20/09/2011
I woke up as usual tuk bersiap ke kantor. Suddenly sy pitam in the toilet. I think i bersandar bout 20mins dlm jamban tu. Terduduk tros atas lantai toilet tu. Tangan sedikit luka n lebam kat bhgn siku ms cuba berpaut kat batang paip. After sedar je tros masuk bilik n baring. So semlm sy masuk opis a bit late, lebey kurang pukul 1030am. 

Balik keje petang tu plak ujan sgt2 lebat. Sama lebat ngan mata i ni. Haha. And... Disebabkan ketidakconcerntratetan ketika pemanduan, i lose my control. Sy terlanggar keta pakcik jazz merah in front of my car. Seb baik slow je. But stil his car scratched a bit.  And i have noone to call. Seriously perasaan masa tu sgt2 takut sbb first time terlanggar keta org. Benti keta kat tepi jln tgh ujan lebat tu n kuar keta n i cried sooo... Alhamdulillah pakcik tu xmarah n mintak claim. Agaknye die pun takot n cuak tgk budak sowang ni nangis mcm xciden patah kaki. Haha. Maafkan saya pakcik jazz kerana telah mencalarkan kereta merahmu itu.

21/09/2011
Awal2 pagi masa baru start qc the machine, sy muntah air. Dunno y. Mmg rasa sedikit pening tp xdela sakit perut ke hape ke. So sy senyap2 check bp. Bape? Reading kurang memberangsangkan. Owh keje kat spital bila2 masa je boley cek bp kan =p Few of my colleague asked bout my condition, y dr semlm n arini i looked sooo xde mood. I told them i was so ngantok, layan drama korea sampai 3 4 pagi. Sampai mata pun lebam, eyebag xyah cakapla kan. Langsung xle cover ngan concealer. Orang kat opis tu tau mmg i owez tdo lewat layan drama korea n japan.

The worst part of the day was after the lunch break. I have a presentation. To make it more kecoh, sy pitam masa tgh present! Nah! Habis kelam kabut satu opis. Nasib baik kat situ ade doctors n nurses. Adoi, apehal la gua bikin kecoh plak ni. Dahla at 3.30pm we have our department's jamuan raya.

Balik keje arini ujan sgt2 lebat lebih terok dr semlm. Rasa cuak jap takot jd cam semlm. Alhamdulillah i am now safely arrived home. 

I dunno what is happening to me. Semuanya serba xkena.  The truth is i am so  mentally sick. 

Ya Allah, Kau berikanlah aku kekuatan dalam menempuh setiap ujian dan dugaan dariMu ini. Tenangkanlah minda dan fikiranku ini. Berikanla petunjuk yang terbaik untukku. Sesungguhnya aku adalah hambaMu yang serba lemah. Bantulah hambaMu ini Ya Allah. Ameen.

September 20, 2011

Gambar... Manis atau pahit?

Rasanya mood raya blom habes kot. So here i uploaded salah satu gaba raya dlm simpanan. Ni bukan raya thn ni, it was few years back. Tp tetiba saya  suka tgk dis pic. Gaba biasa saja, tp susunan members yg menarik. Ape yg menarik? Biarlah rahsia. Haha. Mana bleh gitau, nnt hilangla sentimental value tu kan =p


September 11, 2011

Missing things???

Few things are missing here....

the happiness * the loveliness * the honesty * the loyalty * the trust * the laugh * the politeness * the sweetness * the spirit * the sensuous * the excitement * and many other things

Are they really missing? Or are they hiding back behind something? Or are they still here but invisible to see and touch? Or are they decreasing from time to time that we cant see and sense them anymore? Hey you guys out there! Please come back to me. I need u with me!

* InsyaAllah, i am going back to shah alam dis coming thursday. Since friday is public holiday, so i amek cuti on monday so dat dapat balik xtra sehari n wif cheaper flight tickets. Cheaper pun rm300 gak weh! Raya bersama family di shah alam plak.  And maybe g beraya umah in laws to be. Hehe. Aritu raya kt perlis. Xsama kot =p