Alhamdulillah, thank God for giving me strength to go tru all the tough and hard time. Of course im not fully recovered yet. It might take months or years. If i could have one wish right now, it would be to eliminate this feeling. All or nothing. Cause for having this feeling and not being together is just too much for me to handle. As for now, im living my life to the fullest as much as i can. And be a stronger person. Well single life is not that bad, but of course rasa sgt sunyi. Sometimes super lonely. But time will heals, insyaAllah.
*im stil batuk, sesema n sakit tekak. dah seminggu ni =(