March 29, 2012

when i go back

I was at shah alam and bangi last week. Balik kali ni xsempat jupe ramai kawan. Yela, balik berkursus kat bangi. To my special dearest gals, azyyah n fetty, sowi aku mmg xsempat nk jupe as planned. Later aku balik, we do hair saloning  or mani+padi together okeh ;) Miss ied, sowi sgt xdapat teman ko shopping henpon baru kat sunway. Ko dah rembat henpon baru ke? Huhu.

tues, 20mar - dinner at murni usj wif rakan2 canon a.k.a farewell tony. kami rindu sama kamu tony!
tony, lamanya x ol ngan ko ;( erk, ni gabo ulang tayang la. haha. gabo lain kt camera farid. lom dapat lg =(

wed, 21mar - high tea at old timer kopitiam bangi wif uitm besties. saya rindu kamu semua!
next gather kt umah wani yer. wani masak. yay!

Tq to those yg temankan i lunch, dinner, n window shopping. Budget artis la kan, xle nk mention nama kunun2. Wakaka ;p Sebenarnye mood malas nk type. U kno who u r. 

*wokeh nid to finish my work. dah abeh short break!

March 28, 2012


When u suddenly have to present something in a crowd of the most highest and top people in your organization. And u have only less than one day to prepare yourself. Ok i was so damn nervous. But alhamdulillah, it was not that bad. To some people maybe it was. But helloooo.. it was my first time ok. And im still a freshie ;) Who cares kan. Huhu

March 26, 2012

Rutin selepas

I smiled reading her entry. Rutin seharian bila bergelar seorang isteri. Im one of the follower of her blog. Sweet kn life mcm tu. Huhu. Teringat angan2 sendri. Dulu cari recipe n blajar buat kuih tuk breakfast n minum petang. Feeling2 pk menu2 nak masak tuk bakal husband nnt. Haha. Sengal. Bukan i xreti buat kuih, tp sekadar menambah ilmu buat kuih2 tradisional mcm karipap, lepat pisang, etc. Kuih moden senang compared to kuih tradisional ni kan.  Well i do enjoyed cooking n baking. Saya suka memasak. I think so la. Skang nak blajar buat western food plak, beside pasta la. Yg tu dah kerap sgt buat. Haha. Erk tetibe kuar tajuk plak kan, from routine after, to masak-memasak. Haha. Whateverla. Caca merba ;p

March 24, 2012

I am not

I knew, I understand and I am positive
But I am not a superwoman
So do not tell me not to whenever I am feeling like to cry

March 22, 2012

Indera kayangan

I miss my hometown. Rindu perlis. Rindu my parents kat kampung ;( InsyaAllah im going back hometown early may nnt. Cant wait!

March 20, 2012


morning all! firstime sepanjang idop bkerja i wear kurung/ kebaya to a course. outstation course i mean. and all the participants here wear jeans n tshirt. n they said y i ayu sgt today. haha. the truth? ok i xbwk enuf shirt n i dun like to wear tshirt to a course. i prefer corporate attire. poyos. haha

March 16, 2012

Bless us ya Rabb with a Righteous spouse

A woman's du'a for her future husband ♥

O Allah! Please grant me the one
Who will be the garment for my soul
Who will satisfy half of my deen
And in doing so make me whole

Make him righteous and on your path
In all he'll do and say
And sprinkle water on me at Fajr
Reminding me to pray

May he earn from halal sources
And spend within his means
May he seek Allah's guidance always
To fulfill all his dreams

May he always refer to Qur'an
and the Sunnah as his moral guide
May he thank and appreciate Allah
For the woman at his side

May he be conscious of his anger
And often fast and pray
Be charitable and sensitive
In every possible way

May he honor and protect me
And guide me in this life
And please Allah! Make me worthy
to be his loving wife

And finally, O Allah!
Make him abundant in love and laughter
In taqwa and sincerity
In striving for the hereafter!
  Ameen ya rab! 

♥ “Allah has already written the name of your spouse for you. What you need to work on is your relationship with Allah. He will send her/him to you when you’re ready. It is only a matter of time.” ♥


March 13, 2012

Sihatlah badanku

I am going back to shahalam tomorrow petang after work. But my body is stil in weak condition. Rasa penat sgt nak travel balik. Nway i took xtra two days leaves, khamis n jumaat ni tuk berehat2. Then nexwik ill start a week course at agensi nuklear malaysia, dengkil. Well i dun have any idea katne tmpt kursus tu. And i dunno dpt ke i travel drive ulang alik everyday from shahalam to dengkil wif my condition yg stil xbrapa sht ni. Ya Allah, Kau berikanlah aku kesihatan yg baik. Semoga aku dapat meneruskan perjalanan hidup ini dgn lebih baik dan tenang. Ameen.

March 12, 2012

Me and the stupid scenes

Admin office - Friday, 9March
I was bz settling the air warrant which i dah terbooked for two person.  Suddenly poning2 n termuntah plak kt opis tu. So mmg bikin kecoh la. Haha. And today i got few calls (more than ten kot) from those admin staffs tanye kaba i. Thanx all. Sangat malu okeh ;(

100 Percent supermarket - Saturday, 10March
Went to buy few things wif my opismates. Then suddenly i rasa sgt poning. Mata makin kelam. So i cepat ke cashier counter n baya brg yg i dah amek.  The cashier said muka i sgt pucat. After baya je i tros gerak tgu my housmates kt luar. Then tros lost. Pitam. The staff there tarik i duduk kt krusi. Ok drama again. Then after few minutes rasa nak muntah, tros i lari naik toilet kt atas supermarket tu. Sian plak my housmates cr i xjupe. Serious i xlarat sgt to make a phone call. When i go back downstairs, they were looking for me. Im sorry gals.

Today im still not feeling well. But im getting better than yesterday. Kali ni demam paling trok yg penah i experienced. I was really sweat all nite long, for few days. Lgsung xdapat tdo lena for about a week. Baju tdo yg i pakai basah kuyup berpeluh, mcm br lepas cuci baju n blom jemur. Smpaikan i nid to change my baju tdo everynite dlm kol 3 4 pagi sbb xslesa terlalu basah. My hair also ari2 mcm br pas mandi n sgt basah berpeluh. How can i tdo in that condition kn. Plus badan n kaki menggigil seminggu. I dah mcm pregnancy woman, siap pakai socks tebal n sweater. Haha. But alhamdulillah demam semakin kebah. Except for batuk yg masih lg trok n rs poning n loya tekak stil ade. InsyaAllah semoga sakit ni menolong menghapuskan dosa2 kecil.

March 09, 2012

Take a detour

For every failure, there's an alternative course of action. You just have to find it. When you come to a roadblock, take a detour

March 08, 2012

Kerana wanita itu

Did u guys listened hotfm am crew pagi td? Sempena hari wanita sedunia arini, they discussed topic on 'kerana wanita itu'. Btw to those yg xtau about this special day, hari wanita sedunia ni disambut pada 8 Mac setiap tahun, sebagai mengingati, menghormati, mengenang and menghargai setiap wanita yg ada d sekeliling kita. 

Kerana wanita itu...

Kerana wanita itu... sy menjadi seperti diri sy skarang. I wasnt a good student, but alhamdulillah finally i graduated with flying colors. I wasnt and im not a good daughter but insyaAllah ill try my best to make her proud of me. I wasnt a strong gal, but she always give me support everytime i need it. Well i dun have to say a word pun, juz by looking at her face i oredi kno she always pray for her son and daughters.Today i think im far stronger than yerterday. Alhamdulillah.  Because of her, i am now standing at what i am. I dun have dat great achievement like others, but sy  ttp bersyukur dgn apa yg saya ada skarang. Terima kasih mama. I love u so much!

Kerana wanita itu...
kaklang n nini (is wafa can be considered as wanita? haha)

Kerana wanita itu... idop sy sentiasa ceria. I love the sisterhood life that we have. Guest what? We were on the fon everyday ok! Talking about bla bla bla.. Too many things to be shared. Ari2 borak pun xpenah abes. Haha. They are my forever best friends. I love u both sistas! U owez make my day!

Kerana wanita itu... Sy happy n tenang dgn life sy skang. Dear friends, i love u so much. (Xmuat nak list semua kawan2 la..) Kerana kamu semua, sy bangun dr kejatuhan n sy bahagia dgn kehidupan sy. 

To all ladies out there, Selamat Hari Wanita Sedunia. We are in millenium era. Dont let the guys ruined your life. Dont let others underestimate you. Don let them take advantages of your weakness. We are strong. I believed we are. 

March 07, 2012


If you love two people at the same time, then choose the second one because if you really loved the first one, then you wouldnt have fallen for the second. 
 ~Johnny Depp~
*source: fb faranad ;p 

March 06, 2012

Its 41

I got mc today due to high fever. Actually since semlm lg rasa xsedap badan n nak demam. Awl pagi td terjaga few times sbb sgt sejuk smpai badan menggigil. Before g keje muntah 2x kt umh. Tp ttp g keje jugak. Pagi td i masuk opis awl to setup machine n do the qc. Then dah setle tros g staff clinic. First measured, my body was 39.5 degrees celcius. High fever. After disoal siasat oleh dr.james, then he asked me to go n take blood test. Suspected dengue or malaria, sbb my temperature was too high n my body menggigil sgt2. Plus skang ni byk kes denggi n malaria kt kuching. After amek blood kt lab, the he measured my body temperature again, and it increased to 41! The blood test result akn dpt dis friday, but stil tomorow i nid to see the doctor again. I hope xde pape. Semoga Dia kurniakan kesihatan yg baik2 saja.

March 05, 2012


The greatest thing in life is finding someone who knows all of your mistakes and weaknesses but still finds you completely amazing and never walks away...
-Rin Charlie-

Karena Kamu Cuma Satu

We dun subscribe astro kt our house here in kuching ni. So obviously i didnt watch wedding lisa+yusry. My fren asked me to listen to this song. If im not mistaken, ni lagu iklan their wedding.  Xtually dis is my first time i dgr lagu ni, n also first time dgr nama group ni. Hehe.

cute x lagu ni. simple n cute kan!

kau yang paling setia, kau yang teristimewa
kau yang aku cinta, cuma engkau saja
dari semua pria aku yang juara
dari semua wanita kau yang paling sejiwa
denganmu semua air mata menjadi tawa suka ria
akankah kau selalu ada menemani dalam suka duka
denganmu aku bahagia, denganmu semua ceria
janganlah kau berpaling dariku karena kamu cuma satu untukku
kau satu-satunya dan tak ada dua
apalagi tiga, cuma engkau saja
denganmu semua air mata menjadi tawa suka ria
akankah kau selalu ada menemani dalam suka duka
denganmu aku bahagia, denganmu semua ceria
janganlah kau berpaling dariku karena kamu cuma satu untukku
kau satu-satunya dan tak ada dua
apalagi tiga, cuma engkau saja
dari semua pria aku yang juara (aku yang juara)
dari semua wanita kau yang paling sejiwa
denganmu semua air mata menjadi tawa suka ria
akankah kau selalu ada menemani dalam suka duka
denganmu aku bahagia, denganmu semua ceria
janganlah kau berpaling dariku karena kamu cuma satu untukku
untukku, untukku, untukku, untukku

Owh btw, lisa's wedding dress sgtlah cantik! Mcm kate middleton! And si pemakai tu pun mmgla sgt cantik kan. Seriously i love it to the max! Loike sgt2!

March 02, 2012

first of march

Yesterday was firstday of march 2012. It was her birthday. When i called her to wish her birthday, she said she sedih pasni dah xde angka dua. No more twenties. She turned 30 yesterday. Her new resolution? Nak beli keta baru (keta lama tu sedekah kat i ok gak kan), nak beli umah baru (dah beli sebijik umah, nk tmbh lg? i ni blom beli umah pun lagi tau. sigh) n nak tambah second baby (yay, nk dpt baby lg). Thanx to her sbb byk dgr luahan hati n my problems, especially when i was really down last year. Owez be there wehenever i rasa sgt sedih n super stress. Owez support me n my decision. Owez chit chatting when i felt so lonely n bosan. To my dear sis, Kaklang, happy 30th birthday! May all ur wishes come true. Thanx for being a great sis. I love u!