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February 29, 2012

my DIY giveaway


Remember my entry on doing my diy project for wedding dulu? At this entry. Of course la xde sape igt kan. Xtually project diy tu dah siap early november2011. Setelah bertungkus lumus for few months, finally i berjaya buat 757pieces. And after berbulan dsimpan dlm kotak, td baru dkluarkan utk dipack kemas2 and dihadiahkan kpd my fren who is getting married this march. Sok tengahari we will meet up kejap, i mau kasik this barang to her. She will use them for her wedding wishes tree and doorgitf bag. Sadly i cannot join her wedding cos masa majlis tu i maybe kt kl for a week course. Tp hepi dpt share hasil tangan my diy on her big day. Babe, sori sgt aku xdpt attend. Bunga bungaan ni pengganti diri aku yer =p


Hati?

Alhamdulillah, thank God for giving me strength tuk lalui dugaan and ujian yg sgt berat ni. Im moving on and living on my on feet. Alone. For the past few months, until today. What past is past, i dun want to hold it or look back behind anymore. No more hope, no more tears. Leave all the past behind; erase and reset everything. Life has to move on. But yes, i cant deny that i rasa so lonely. Everyone wants to love and to be loved kan. Owh, guess what did i answered when pple asked me bila nak kawen? I will answer "Hujung thn ni, 20.12.2012. Tp blom ade calon, xsempat update resume lg. Ko tlg edar resume aku nnt ye. Kot-kot ade yg berminat. Kad, baju, pakej tu semua aku dah ready. Tinggal nak naik pelamin je." Pastu mulalah derg buat muka bengang. Haha padan muka. Lenkali jgn tanya soklan sensitip tu lg ye. Soal jodoh, i leave it to Him. Soal hati n perasaan ni kdg2 unpredictable. Kadang2 kita rasa kita syg sorg je, tetibe expand kpd dua org. Kadang2 kita rasa kita adalah seorg yg setia, tp kita xmampu nak kawal perasaan pd org lain. Kadang2 kita rasa si dia tu yg terbaik tuk kita, tp kita dtipu secara xsedar. Kadang2 kita rasa mmg kita n pasangan akan bahagia sehidup semati, tp Tuhan dah tetapkan bukan jodoh bersama. Soal hati and perasaan ni ssh nak dijangka. Unpredictable. But wish one fine day God will introduce me the mr right guy for me. I dunno whom. Mungkin org yg blom dkenali, or mungkin pple around me, or mungkin kwn yg pnh kenal, or sape2 je. Only Him knows the answer. Yang penting sy tenang n hepi dgn life sy skang. Thank God for guiding me. And thanx to all my dear frens, u all rock my life!

Well today is 29february. Its a leap year!  Anyone been proposed today? Or make a proposal to ur love one? What a nice day. Congratulation! Or if not today pun, maybe any other day winthin the year. Still in the leap year kan ;) Haha, budget mat salleh la kan. Ok sy org malaysia n org melayu. Leap year tu ape ek???

February 28, 2012

Pictures do the talking

25feb-ptg
my homemade baked lemon cheese cake
(dah tinggal half baru tingat nk snap pic. haha)

25feb-mlm
midah's farewell. gabo curik dari seri ;)

26feb-ptg

February 24, 2012

February holiday (Part II)

9feb, Thurs - Having mkn2 wif rakan2 opis lama, the canon n x-canon staff ;) Where? At popeye sunway. Xde xtvt beside mkn n borak2 since kuar pun after derg abes keje ptg kan, pas magrib baru smpai.

ied, hafiz, tony                                            farhana, lan
mama aning n zayyan                                                 maro

10feb, Fri - Lunchie wif cik fara and cik linda kt seksyen 7 shah alam. Papa kevin xdpt join cos tgh bz kt lab, baru start cont his master. See u nextime yer kevin. Mau jupe baby kamu yg sgt cute itu!

linda
fara

Mlm plak melepak wif rakan2 canon again kt alamanda. Who's in da house? Aning+hubby+baby, ied, farhana, lan n yours truly. Sesi karaoke beramai2. U guys rock! Ko mmg hebatla aning. Laki ko pun hebat n cool ;)

11feb, Sat - Gals day out again wif my besties, puan azyyah n bakal puan fetty. As usual lpk kt coffee house minum2, they both mmg penggemar coffee, but i am definitely not. Tak aci! Asek nk lpk coffee house je ;( But i dun mind pun, yg penting dpt lpk together n gossiping. Haha. Then proceed to our foot massage appointment kat brickfield. Then tros g wedding my fren, puan wani. U look gorgeous dear! Congratulation to wani and addy. Wish u both a happy marriage.

12feb, Sun - Back to kuching. Maka tamatla sesi percutian february 2012. Tgu march plak k!

February 23, 2012

February holiday (part I)

4feb, Sat - Bertolak to perak wif my sister

5feb, Sun - Main masak-masak wif family ;) Prepared segala bagai menu tuk wafa's 2nd birthday party. Majlis started at 8pm. Ala.. auntie ju forgot to snap present wafa la =(

6feb, Mon - Jln2 d lost world of tambun. Unplanned xtvt. Pagi busan n bermalasan d umah, then tengahari tdo jap. Ptg br gerak g tambun. Kejap jela pun. Tak mandi pun, sekadar jln2 je. Tq abg iparku sbb dpt free pas masuk ;) Bln depan nk lg pas free ek. Plan nk g ngan kengkawan plak. Mau bermandi manda. Hehe.

7feb, Tues - Again unplanned xtvt. Dok melepak kt umah je smpai petang. Puas baring guling2 dlm bilik tp xdpt tdo. Cuaca panas gile weh! Last2 semua bgn, siap2 then tros ke waterfall! Air terjun ulu chepor. Eh xde siap2 pun, pakai je tshirt n suar yg tgh pakai kt umah tu, pastu tarik je mana2 tudung instant pastu nek keta. Langsung xde bawak baju salin pun. Smpai sana tros mandi. Uh nyaman rasanya! Dah puas mndi tu berjemur jap then nek keta balik umah. Sempoi je kan. Sbbnye air terjun tu 10mins je dr umah akak i wokeh ;) Best kan!

8feb, Wed - Bertolak ke shah alam........... (to be cont in part II)

February 22, 2012

How to decide who to marry?

 

So cute budak2 ni kan! Kocik2 dah pandai pk ttg kawen! Budak2 zaman skarang sungguh advance. Haih...
 

February is a month of love

Ive heard news about you. 
I'm very sorry to hear that. 
Be strong dear. 
Well February is a month of love. 
So be happy! Takecare!

Regards, 
a Him

I received a basket of chocolate and a bouquet of lilies last week, sending to my office. I dunno who was the sender but internal staff here la kot, since yg hantar pun staff hospital ni jugak kan =p Whoever the sender is, thanxomuch. Well i never celebrate valentine's day, and there is no more month of love for me. But, u make my day!

February 20, 2012

Weekend bermain masak-masak

Saturday
-breakfast wif homemade nasi lemak ayam goreng -kol 12pm kuar beli brg rumah n brg dapur n tapau kfc for lunch -then rush balik n lyn hindustan (nmpk gayanya pasni aku jd kaki hindustan la plak, join housmate yg len ni. haha) -ptg buat homemade puding jagung castard -mlm g karoke (wif batuk n sakit tekak masih trok. lalala)

Sunday
-breakfast wif puding yg buat a day b4 -homemade lunch (sambal tempe, ikan steam, sayur campur, cili potong kicap) -minum ptg wif homemade chocolate cake -dinner wif same menu as lunch, mmg masak lebey.

Okies, nexwiken plan nak buat cheese cake plak. N mashed potato kot. Owh, forgot to snap gabo hasil main masak2. Sebok mkn je =p

better

Alhamdulillah, thank God for giving me strength to go tru all the tough and hard time. Of course im not fully recovered yet. It might take months or years. If i could have one wish right now, it would be to eliminate this feeling. All or nothing. Cause for having this feeling and not being together is just too much for me to handle. As for now, im living my life to the fullest as much as i can. And be a stronger person. Well single life is not that bad, but of course rasa sgt sunyi. Sometimes super lonely. But time will heals, insyaAllah.

*im stil batuk, sesema n sakit tekak. dah seminggu ni =( 

February 15, 2012

demam

Masuk arini da 3ari demam. Keje pun mls n xlarat. Productivity drop 50% kot. Mls nk g clinic. Sama je doctor akn bg pcm gak pun. Kt umh den pun ade byk pcm. Plan nk cotti semlm n today tp xjd cos the other two physicist were not in. Susah plak xde org cover esp time super bz cm semlm. Arini bdn stil panas n kepala stil bdenyut. Plus batuk mcm nk kuar ank tekak. N idong tsumbat. Wokeh complete package. Demam, silalah pergi cpt. Got lotsa things to do ni. Get well soon cik lieza!



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Anugerah itu

Last year and this year seems dat ramai my frens yg menimang cahaya mata.  And ramai jugak yg their babies will pop up soon. I went to visit few of them lately. When i visited my senior physicist lastmonth, tros mata i berair masa dukung her baby. It was a different feeling. Rasa sebak sgt.  I would say... Hm, i tingin sgt nk dukung baby sendri. I used to berangan i have my own baby in my 28 or 29. But i know it is impossible. Yes, pple owez berangan kan. Sampaikn i penah mimpi dukung baby, tp xtaula anak sape tuh ;p All I know is dat being a mom is such a great feeling kan. Congratulation to all my dear frens yg dah selamat dikurniakan putera n puteri masing2. U are all great mommies!

February 07, 2012

In life


In life, we all want to be loved, understood and cared about. But often what we get, instead, is a feeling of being misunderstood, rejected and betrayed.

In society we're taught it's not OK to feel pain or hurt. Men, especially, feel they're not strong if they feel pain or hurt. It's crucial that we allow ourselves to feel those vulnerable feelings, because we can't heal them unless we're willing to feel them.

The real tragedy of betrayal is, when people close down and become bitter towards life. We need to learn how to grieve the hurt and compose our self so we can open our hearts again to another possibility, another relationship.

For a healthy relationship we have to create a climate of trust, love, care and honor, so we minimize the prospect of betrayal.

Source: Here

February 06, 2012

judge

If u start to judge people, then u never learn to love them
 

February 03, 2012

Serikin again

I went to serikin last saturday (11Feb) with my girlfriends. Kunun2 nak cari brg bawak balik dis wiken since ana n me are going back to semenanjung. Ape ada kt serikin tu? I dah brief sikit in my june 2010 entry here. Actually sgt2 kemalasan mau pegi sbb xde ape nak dbeli pun. Plus suasana pagi sabtu yg ujan, serius syg gile nak tinggalkan katil d awl pagi. Haha. Plan awl gerak at 7am tp biasala janji malay kan, we gerak kol 8pagi. Then sgah breakfast n tros ke serikin. I bought sepasang kain for baju kurung only. So balik ni nak g tempah baju kt shah alam ;) Selebihnya hanya jln2 temankan my frens shoping. One of my housemate sebok survey kain for her weding this coming august. And sorang lagi this coming october or november. So as usual, i nyebok bg opinion as i mmg dah sgt byk survey and ade so many weding collections in my wedding book organizer. All vendors and collections from a to z. U name it. Haha. Y not shared wif them. Sharing is caring kan =) So ape hasil tangkapan d serikin? Me? Kain yg i mentioned td jela. Ana-same wif me, but in diff color. Ekin-she borong 4 pasang kain baju kebaya! Riz-1 tshirt n 2pcs jubah.  Owh one more thing, i also terbeli 3kg buah manggis ;) Terbeli?? Haha.

otw to serikin. ana n yours truly

back from serikin, and singgah at tasik biru. mata semua berkerut tahan silau
@front: riz+ana @back:ekin+me

February 01, 2012

Hep B

Have you ever done blood test for Hep B? I did mine last few weeks. The result came out with this.


U can see the result showed that my blood is anti-HBs negative. What is that means?

The interpretation of Hepatitis B Serologic Test Results
Mine? Anti-HBs ~ Susceptible

Hepatitis B surface antibody (anti-HBs): The presence of anti-HBs is generally interpreted as indicating recovery and immunity from HBV infection. Anti-HBs also develops in a person who has been successfully vaccinated against Hepatitis B.  You might still be protected, because even if the antibodies aren’t circulating in your blood, the memory cells would still be there if you initially responded to the vaccine. Your doctor will need to give you one booster shot and then re-check your antibody levels 1-3 months later. If you have memory cells from the vaccine, the antibody test should come back positive after the booster. You won’t need any further boosters or revaccination. If you still don’t have any hepatitis B surface antibodies in your blood after the booster, this means you did not respond initially to the vaccine. You’ll need to have another vaccine series, with double the dose.

So i was advice to take a vaccine shot. Malasnyer nak g clinic n kena inject! Nanti2 jela. Boley gitu? ;)

Source: CDC and About.com


Saya mahu terbang

Welcome february! I have few flight tickets already booked for this february 2012.

Kuching - KL 3 Feb
Kuching - KL 9 Feb
KL - Kuching 12 Feb
Kuching - KL 22 Feb
KL - Kuching 26 Feb

Since i dun have any urgent or serious matter to go back frequently anymore, so i decided tuk abaikan je few of the booked  flight tickets for this month. If my mom is stil in shah alam, then ill definitely go back. But since she oredi move back to perlis, sgt jauh tuk i go back to perlis from kl. Cuti pun xlama. Naik flight to kl, then naik bus to perlis. Then again naik bus to kl then flight to kuching. Abes masa kat travelling time je. Ponat n pokai. Huhu. Ill meet my parents kat umah my sis at perak this early february. Its wafa's birthday coming soon. Wafa is my anak sedara and she is turning two very soon! Balik jupe my parents and also celeb wafa's birthday. Erk, nak beli present ape ek. Aiya.. kena shoping jap this week. So im going back to kl on 3Feb, depart at 4.15pm from kuching. Then ke perak wif my sis on the next day maybe. We will be back to shah alam on 7Feb cos rabu my sis dah start keje. Then back to kuching on sunday 12Feb depart at 5pm from lcct. A week leaves from work.