14 february. It was a valentine's day. Everybody knows kan. I didnt celebrate valentine pun. But surprisingly this year i got few bouquet of flowers n chocolates. Ade few yg i mmg tau who gave them to me. All those gifts really bring out my smile. For a single independent lady like me, benda2 mcm ni la yg membuatkn i mampu tersenyum sendirian. At least i kno there are people out there who love n care for me. Eventhough the gifts were not from my beloved one, but i do really appreciate their effort.
One thing yg menjadi hot issue among my frens now, when am i getting married? We had a serious discussion bout our newyear resolution before it turned to 2014. I was seriously said that i really want to get married before i turn thirty, which means before 20november2014. My frens are really excited to introduce their frens to me. So wif that, i got to know few guys out there. All the nice gentlemen. So.... when i got few bouquet of flowers n chocs during the valentine, the hot issues pop up again. When am i getting married? My answer... I really want to get married, but noone propose to marry me! Huh... What a loser. Haha. Well actually there were guys proposed to marry me. But... how can i marry to someone whom i dont have any feeling towards him. Org yg kite syg xnak kawen ngan kite, org yg kite xde feeling byk kali plak confess n proposed. Haih... Complicated kan.
Anyway, kadang2 org yg kite syg tu blom tentu btol2 serious nak kawen ngan kite pun.. N kadang2 sesuatu yg kite miliki tu blom tentu kekal menjadi milik kite. Soal hati n perasaan ni xle dipaksa kan. To those who love n care for me, i am glad to know that. InshaAllah sy doakan yg terbaik utk anda semua. Perasaan cinta tu mmg sesuatu yg indah especially when both side memiliki perasaan yg sama n keinginan yg sama tuk bersatu. To those yg byk bg sokongan n bersemngat kenalkn i kt jejaka2 ensem tu, u guys rock! Korang mmg cool walopun dah tau aku ni spesis yg malas nk layan laki. Ahaks ;p And korg xpenah give up carikan jodoh tuk aku. Yg give up adalah kwn korg yg sorg ni. Haha. Sori guys! So all the flowers n chocs adalah hakmilik korang. Yay! Sila makan kenyang2 yer.
Jodoh itu rahsia Allah. Semoga dipertemukan dgn insan yg benar2 menyayangi n menghargai diri ini seadanya. Amin. inshaAllah..